Praise God!
Mikumae
Riga, Latvia | Woman Seeking A Man
Basic Information
I Would Describe Myself As
I've seen enough to not only be able to distinguish between truth and falsehood, but also accept all the discomfort that comes with it..
In spite of all the ugliness and pain in life, God has saved in me the ability to believe in the good in people, to be able to see it and focus on it, in spite of the negative expressions ..
Of course I face exhaustion and loneliness, moments in which the enemy attacks, and and I do not always have the strength to make the right decision .. I make mistakes, I fall, I hurt myself, I repent.. I find it hard to get up and to believe that I can be forgiven, because when I see my sinfulness and weakness next to what God is, I feel unworthy of His grace .. and I am . . But it is my wisdom, not wisdom of my God, these are my boundaries, not of my God..
And I learn to not to live by what I know, but by His wisdom.. I have lived by my wisdom and experience for 30 years , did everything I wanted or thought is right - never been happy and never had peace..
..and what I didn't find in 30 years, by doing everything this world offered to me, I found in Him in these last two years by just surrendering to God.. Ok, I found out also that surrendering is not that easy..;)
So..after all I already said, You can imagine my passion about God.. :)
It is interesting how a person's heart can be filled with so much gratitude when in this world's eyes he has nothing to be grateful for..
Seeking authenticity, sincerity, honesty, ability to sacrifice one's ego.. Agree, it is possible only with and for the right person ;) Although practicing it every day with those around us, helps us face our flaws and weakness, therefore gives us chance to surrender it all to Him..
I don't wanna make a list of qualities man should have, I believe a true man of God is always in the process of being conformed to the image of our Lord.. The quality I value the most is Your love to Him..
In spite of all the ugliness and pain in life, God has saved in me the ability to believe in the good in people, to be able to see it and focus on it, in spite of the negative expressions ..
Of course I face exhaustion and loneliness, moments in which the enemy attacks, and and I do not always have the strength to make the right decision .. I make mistakes, I fall, I hurt myself, I repent.. I find it hard to get up and to believe that I can be forgiven, because when I see my sinfulness and weakness next to what God is, I feel unworthy of His grace .. and I am . . But it is my wisdom, not wisdom of my God, these are my boundaries, not of my God..
And I learn to not to live by what I know, but by His wisdom.. I have lived by my wisdom and experience for 30 years , did everything I wanted or thought is right - never been happy and never had peace..
..and what I didn't find in 30 years, by doing everything this world offered to me, I found in Him in these last two years by just surrendering to God.. Ok, I found out also that surrendering is not that easy..;)
So..after all I already said, You can imagine my passion about God.. :)
It is interesting how a person's heart can be filled with so much gratitude when in this world's eyes he has nothing to be grateful for..
Seeking authenticity, sincerity, honesty, ability to sacrifice one's ego.. Agree, it is possible only with and for the right person ;) Although practicing it every day with those around us, helps us face our flaws and weakness, therefore gives us chance to surrender it all to Him..
I don't wanna make a list of qualities man should have, I believe a true man of God is always in the process of being conformed to the image of our Lord.. The quality I value the most is Your love to Him..
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