LOYAL - HONEST - LOVING - KINDHEARTED

First name

Trudi

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

I love the country , riding horses , cats , dogs , chickens cattle etc , love gardening , cleaning , & DIY , I just want someone real , honest , loving , loyal , and mostly to be truely wanted and needed , I don’t understand how person after person family , friend , or stranger just takes and uses , back stabs , hurts , and destroys someone they are supposed to care about or love , so easy for so many to lie and fake everything just to get what they can then kick you into the dirt like you never mattered or don’t exist , then enjoy watching you break apart !!!! I’m completely over giving my time , friendship and love to those who obviously don’t really want it , yes we should love thy neighbour but that doesn’t mean we have to be walked over and kicked in the guts over and over , I struggle with humanity at times and will never fully understand how cruel we can be while calling another Friend, Family , Husband or Wife,
I believe in trying no matter what or how hard things may seem at times but when there is no chance because one sided don’t work , and my biggest mistake was falling utterly in love with a Narcissist, my vowels were sacred , one man one woman together for life in true love , I went from believing in I guess fairy tales to wanting life to end every single day especially for the last 18 years , and even tho I with out exaggerating one bit faced the worst most unbelievable destroying trials in life humanly alone ( like no one to turn to no one to reach out to talk to ) God was always with me even when I forgot or felt he wasn’t YES he was or there is no way with out a doubt I’d be here right now writing this. ,
Friend ???? Very sad heartbreaking word and yes sometimes I give into thinking that there will never be anyone True or Honest , Loyal , Loving , Caring or Real , life is very lonely so often but nothing is as lonely and hopeless than having lots of people in your life that make you feel Lonely, Empty & WORTHLESS 😔🙁
Yet no matter how bad everything can get I refuse to give up and especially to give in and join the majority of soulless, heartless, humans on this earth 😊😇

Sign

Pisces

My Body Type Is

Curvy

My Height Is

5' 3 (1.6 m)

My Eyes Are

Brown

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Separated

I Have Kids

Yes - Not At Home

I Want Kids

No

My Best Feature Is

Hair

Body Art

Strategically Placed Tattoo, Visible Tattoo

My Hair Is

Dark Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

Cat

Willing To Relocate

Yes

How often do you go to church?

As often as possible

Do you attend bible study?

As often as possible

How often do you read the bible?

As often as possible

Do you attend prayer groups?

No

Do you go to Confession?

No

Have you been through confirmation?

No

Have you been baptized?

No

How often do you expect your partner to attend church?

Once a week

My Education Level Is

Some College

My Current Employment Status Is

Part-time

My Speciality Is

Art / Music / Literature

I Live

With Pet(s)

At Home

Friends Come Over Occasionally

I'm A Smoker

Yes - But Non Tobacco

I Drink

No

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Reserved, Observant, Friendly

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Arts & Crafts, Music, Movies, Cooking, Gardening, Fishing / Hunting, Camping

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Dinner in a park or at the beach then walking and talking getting to know each other and that doesn’t have to be takeaways , making dinner and taking it along is a good choice with effort involved,

I've Always Wanted To Try

To learn to play the drums , fly a Helicopter, open a small animal refuge/ rescue,

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly

My Denomination Is

Other

I Attend Services

Once A Month

My Political Views Are

I Don't Like Politics

My Goal In Life Is

To find my true love , all the while drawing closer to my creator and learning about him every day

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Friendly, Goofy, Slapstick

On Tv, I Always Watch

Cartoons, Documentaries, Dramas, Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Family, Animation

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Country, Rock, Pop, Dance, Folk

My Idea Of Fun Is

Learning about you then deciding on something together to enjoy and go do

What Do You Find Attractive?

Boldness, Sensitivity, Empathy, Thoughtfullness, Passiveness

What Do You Look For?

What a persons heart is like who they are inside

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed, Doesnt Matter